Meaningless - Meaningless.

More and more I understand what King Solomon was talking about. Tonight I was at some bbq...and was feeling so out of place and BORED. Somedays I just want to remain anonymous cause being in a large crowd just makes me think about the futility of things.

I don't understand why I resent people who don't inspire me. It is such an evil thing to think.

So King Solomon (from the book of Ecclesiastes...which is in the Bible...to educate some readers...) => can't assume anything these days. So King Solomon must have been one restless dude as well. If you read Ecclesiastes, it bears much resemblance to a certain blog of a friend of mine. He just rants and rants about the meaningless/vanity and futility of everything. More and more I can appreciate the passages. In my days of youthfulness I always drew blanks whenever I had to read from those passages.

Perhaps now I am used and abused by this world so i get Ecclesiastes - cause i'm jaded?!?!?!!! That is sad.

The King's rant concludes that without God you cannot find meaning in life. Which is a 'hard saying' but true cause if you think about anything and apply a global nature to it, then you realize that it is all meaningless. and so i further pontificate...